Joblessness

6 months of joblessness has taught me that:

1. I hate washing vessels
2. I'm not a fan of cooking
3. It's important to see other human faces atleast once in a day
4. The rest of the world is always, ALWAYS, more worried about your joblessness than you are
5. Herman Miller chairs are one of the best things that's happened to humanity
6. Internet is very expensive. Free internet was so much more fun!
7. Mac Book Pro is deeply missed. But Windows is okay too
8. There's no need for new clothes when you have nowhere to go
9. You dress up a little too well to go for an evening walk
10. You spend way more than what you make

Online Shopping...

... is my drug. I love the convenience and the thrill of opening a packet wondering if the product will fit you well. 

Love, and sense (or the lack of it)

As cheesy as it may sound, love is a beautiful feeling. It completely messes up with your mind, logic and reason. And still manages to make you feel effing proud of losing sense. It's nice to let an emotion take over, sometimes. Afterall, It's not everyday that you fall in love.

If my child one day comes to me and talks deeply stupidly about a person they are in love with, I'd give him/her my blessing. I don't care about forever. Nothing is forever. What's now is what really counts. 

Strength

The more I know, the more I question. Few years ago I would have accepted just about anything. But today, I am the strongest woman I know of. There's no telling me what to do or how to do it. I'll do it if and when I want to.

Remember that when you talk to me :) 

New Beginnings

Aol was one of the bestest things that's ever happened to me. It's what I am today. Aol had to end. Six months ago. But I have no qualms. It was beautiful while it lasted and has left behind a lingering pleasant feel. Time to explore the next chance life is offering.

Cheers to new beginnings!

Destiny vs Plan

You are not my plan. You, are my destiny.

You are a good man. You make me very happy. How am I going to explain that to the rest of my world?

You know that feeling. The one that makes you helpless. When you're entire world seems to be crumbling down in front of your eyes and you are tied up with invisible ropes. Can't move. Can't do anything. Can't turn wrong to right? 

I know that feeling.

Don't go away from me life. Come back to me. Soonly soon.