I almost always disobey my own orders.

I badly want that thing. The thing I am not supposed to want.
I am tempted to use an eraser and make a tiny break in that line. That line which separates 'right' and 'wrong'.

I acted mean. very very mean.
Its all for the good. I think.

You had the means. I dint.
I had the brains. You dint.

To every mother and father -- who were blessed with amazing amount of love and cursed with very less opportunities in life -- who nurtured their children with the most basic means of living and turned them into confident young stars - "Bravo! Job very well done!"

An ode to my parents... Love you two in a way words can never describe.

Two days ago in my dreams I was being chased by turtles. This h-u-g-e turtle was running to catch me. I was sprinting like a mad woman, as fast as I could.The farther i went from the turtle, the nearer it got to me. It bumped me with its shell and I screamed for help and kept running. I woke up sweating at 4 AM.

Dream Interpreter says:
'To dream that you are being chased by a turtle, indicates that you are hiding behind a facade instead of confronting the things that are bothering you. '

The interpretation zapped me way more than the actual dream did. How very true!

A ray of happiness which fills her in the night,
gives her hope for a life,
Gets mercilessly carried away by the first break of dawn.

It was a dream, she wanted to believe.
It is real, she refused to believe.

One of those things which is good when not understood.

Kiran - Noamannnnn! you speak urdu at home, don't you?
Noaman - yea...hhh..sss. hmmm. yes.
Kiran - Say something in Urdu. Now now
Noaman - Errhhmm.. mm.
Kiran - Come on!
Noaman - Okhay! 'Booomb... waha podo!'

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Sharu - I need a haircut. i need a haircut. I. need. a. haircut
Me - Yawwwwwwwn
Sharu - I. NEED. A. HAIRCUT
Kruti - I can cut if for you.
Sharu - Super. Can u do it now?
Kruti - Sure, I cut my nails quite often. Will that experience count?
Me - heheehehehehhahahahahhhhuhuhuhuhuhhahehhehrherawe!

Snippets of what makes Bangalore even more pleasant - Aol. and the adorable madness around here!

A day will come when I will be hurt. Much more than now. Much more than I ever will be. I will have to stand and watch it happen. There will be nothing I can do.

But you know what, fuck that day!

There are times when one mistake which makes you so not proud of yourself gives you a whole new reason to smile. And live.

The moment when everything feels right -- I think I now know what that moment is.

Sometimes its important to know when people need you.
And most of the times, its very important to know when they don't.

I like:
Rajnikanth
Pattu Pavadai (Silk Skirts)
Kolusu (Anklets)
Mookutthi (nose ring)
Valaiyal (Bangles)
Masala Dosa
Coimbatore
Thiruvalluvar, his Tamil
and
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Thaali & Metti (Mangalsutra and toe ring)

I am a proud mallu who is a 90% paandi (Tamilian) :)

There's so much to do, outside. I am stuck, inside. Damn.

One moment when everything feels right. I want that moment.