Monday, May 31, 2010

I almost always disobey my own orders.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

I badly want that thing. The thing I am not supposed to want.
I am tempted to use an eraser and make a tiny break in that line. That line which separates 'right' and 'wrong'.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I acted mean. very very mean.
Its all for the good. I think.

Monday, May 24, 2010

You had the means. I dint.
I had the brains. You dint.
To every mother and father -- who were blessed with amazing amount of love and cursed with very less opportunities in life -- who nurtured their children with the most basic means of living and turned them into confident young stars - "Bravo! Job very well done!"

An ode to my parents... Love you two in a way words can never describe.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Two days ago in my dreams I was being chased by turtles. This h-u-g-e turtle was running to catch me. I was sprinting like a mad woman, as fast as I could.The farther i went from the turtle, the nearer it got to me. It bumped me with its shell and I screamed for help and kept running. I woke up sweating at 4 AM.

Dream Interpreter says:
To dream that you are being chased by a turtle, indicates that you are hiding behind a facade instead of confronting the things that are bothering you. '

The interpretation zapped me way more than the actual dream did. How very true!
A ray of happiness which fills her in the night,
gives her hope for a life,
Gets mercilessly carried away by the first break of dawn.

It was a dream, she wanted to believe.
It is real, she refused to believe.

One of those things which is good when not understood.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Kiran - Noamannnnn! you speak urdu at home, don't you?
Noaman - yea...hhh..sss. hmmm. yes.
Kiran - Say something in Urdu. Now now
Noaman - Errhhmm.. mm.
Kiran - Come on!
Noaman - Okhay! 'Booomb... waha podo!'


Sharu - I need a haircut. i need a haircut. I. need. a. haircut
Me - Yawwwwwwwn
Kruti - I can cut if for you.
Sharu - Super. Can u do it now?
Kruti - Sure, I cut my nails quite often. Will that experience count?
Me - heheehehehehhahahahahhhhuhuhuhuhuhhahehhehrherawe!

Snippets of what makes Bangalore even more pleasant - Aol. and the adorable madness around here!

A day will come when I will be hurt. Much more than now. Much more than I ever will be. I will have to stand and watch it happen. There will be nothing I can do.

But you know what, fuck that day!
There are times when one mistake which makes you so not proud of yourself gives you a whole new reason to smile. And live.

The moment when everything feels right -- I think I now know what that moment is.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Sometimes its important to know when people need you.
And most of the times, its very important to know when they don't.

Friday, May 14, 2010

I like:
Pattu Pavadai (Silk Skirts)
Kolusu (Anklets)
Mookutthi (nose ring)
Valaiyal (Bangles)
Masala Dosa
Thiruvalluvar, his Tamil
Thaali & Metti (Mangalsutra and toe ring)

I am a proud mallu who is a 90% paandi (Tamilian) :)

Thursday, May 6, 2010

There's so much to do, outside. I am stuck, inside. Damn.

Monday, May 3, 2010

One moment when everything feels right. I want that moment.