Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I love you. And I always will.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

He touched me with his index finger and told me 'Oh my god, this is true. I am actually sitting right next to the girl I have been wanting to talk to since many months!'
My guy friend mumbled 'He just wants to screw'

Where the **** do I get the book named 'Men, what they say, what they mean, what their real motive is'?
Maybe I sound like an aging kill joy, but the new year's eve party I was at made me feel like I do not belong to this era.
Anger is valueless if it doesn't last long.
The place I come from -- a small heaven named Coimbatore -- there was no dating culture. You see someone, you love them and then the rest of the time you are waiting to get married.

The place I now live in -- an almost metropolitan giant named Bangalore -- love is almost non-existent. You see someone, correction, u check them out. If they fit your 'he/she is hot' bill, you ask them out. Not to get married, mind you. You want to date, and that date has no promised expiry date. It could be one year, it could be ten years. During 'that' period, you try and see if you can fall in love with that person or not. If you do, you get married. If you don't, you move on.

I miss my Coimbatore and the innocent love that lives there. The kind of love that needs no tests to prove it sustainability. It looks like that little town believes in taking chances in life, unlike here where everybody wants to be extra safe, and in the process screw up love and their lives.
Heartache

2011

Salsa. Again.
Guitar Lessons
Swim more
Meet more people
Make male friends who will save me from a bouncer/gangster
Female friends who will not give me solutions. I only want to crib and want them to listen. I know the solutions to all my problems. Almost.
Let go. Move on.