You are a race horse. Its ridiculous if someone expects you to plough a field.

Inability, here, is not the horse's mistake. If you still feel stupid, you probably are.

>Thank you for saying that
>I think I understand why I fell for you

Reality is never as big enough as my dreams. But its close :)

Burj Khalifa, Palm Jumeirah, Burj-Al-Arab, DUBAI!
>vacation
>check!

Chasing luck, for the first time ever.
>Dubai
>Addictive Luxury

This time I leave here knowing when I will return. But someday if I have to go away, without a fixed return date, please know in your heart that I will return. To you. To us. I go, only to come back to you and stay forever. For ever.

As routine takes a knife and starts cutting into me, little by little, every passing hour, I decide to save myself. I need to stop feeling useless. There's so much I can do. So very much. The fact that I know this makes it even worse. I want to wake up every morning and feel proud of myself, the way I used to. Today, I wake up unwillingly, drag myself to a job I don't love anymore. Being with anything or anyone you no longer love, is a shame. To yourself. So that's what is leading me away from here. Anywhere, is my destination preference. Anywhere where I will know I am working hard and not just lazing around.

For the first time in my life, I went to the temple to pray for someone else. Someone very dear.

God, be merciful. Not for my sake. For his. For I believe he deserves it.

Thank you.

>>I believe
>>I wish